彼氏欲しいな・・・(I WANT A BOYFRIEND。。。)
Sunday, May 29, 2011Ew! My title sounds like I'm so desperate! Oh wait, I AM FUCKIN' DESPERATE!!!
Everybody keeps telling me to JUST WAIT ~ 'coz someone out there's gonnacum.. I mean, come and be the perfect guy for you! Well, how long do I have to wait for this bastard!? I know I feel so ready to be in a relationship! But, how long will it take for this guy to come and be with me?! (Omg so stressing!) And I don't need someone perfect at all ~ I need someone who I ACTUALLY LIKE ~ not someone who I'd be with just 'coz he likes me.
Lately, I've been so depressed.. I haven't been in an actual relationship for almost 2 years and I missed being loved! I missed saying 'I love you' to some guy lololol. Okay, ew.. I'm beginning to become super cheesy and mushy! But, it's true!!! All I wanna do is.. go on a date with this guy or something whenever I'm off work just so I could relax and be happy with someone ~ I know to myself that I can't be happy with my friends as much as being with some guy 'coz being with him would be special! 'Coz I get to like kiss him or whatever! Now, can you do that to your friend? No!
I really envy my friends from the Philippines who now have boyfriends! I mean, they're so happy and looking at their pictures makes me feel miserable! I mean, why can't I be with someone I really like? How come everytime I end up liking someone.. he only sees me as a friend or he already has a gf ooor he has a problem with our age gap! OR he's leaving for Canada! Dammit!
Why why why?!?! How long do I have to wait?!?!
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I saw the title of your post and it happened that I was listening to a Kpop song by Kpop group BOYFRIEND. Hehe. :P
ReplyDeleteNaaah. I'm using classic template so it looks like that. But youre good in making your blog so cute using layout template only! *claps*
I like the song in ur blog btw. Can I know the title? Thanks!
I know how you feel!! I had a `real dry patch` before I met my current boyfriend :) I wanted a bf soo bad!! It seemed like it would never happen and that it would be even impossible for someone to even like me xD
ReplyDeleteAll I can say is you just have to put yourself out there haha. Make new friends (who can intro u to guys), go to places where you might get approached by guys (or maybe not, since this could get dangerous!) You'll meet him when you least expect it.....unfortunately xD
oh! i thought that i read my own minds...i totally understand you..i miss it soo much too..but in my case..it's weid..because my bf went back to his country and we broke up...and now he is back for 3 months..and i want to be with him..but only for 3 months its reallys hort..and i know i will be again extremly sad when he left...sooo complicated with relationships...and i think i will be crazy whenever i see some lovey-dovey couple in fornt of me on street or my friends..all of them found their second half..and when we are out...all of them holding their hands and hugging and kissing and i am like 5th heel =.='
ReplyDeletebtw very nice blog, i am follower ^^ :)
To: Kristen
ReplyDeleteWeird coincidence! Hehe ~
Why thank you! I envy your blog so much! But I'm too lazy to do it like yours so I'm satisfied with my theme! Haha ~ I'll change it in about a year though lololol.
The title's kono mama de by nishino kana btw.
To: Chococurro
Omg there's hope for me! lololol. 'Coz I'm feeling the same way as you ~
Thanks for the advice! I'll definitely try that! I'll try to go to Akihabara.. there are many guys out there who randomly approach girls lololol (just kidding ~ those guys are all crazy in the mind!!!)
Omg, why am I so interested on how you met your bf right now? may I know how? (^v^ ) ~
To: LaPetiteIchigo
Omg I know ~ so complicated! But, I miss being in a complicated situation ~ so dramatic! Kinda like in korean drama series! hihi!
But it's okay, if you really want to be with your bf despite the fact that you'll be parted after 3 months then go for it! But, if you don't want to risk getting hurt of him leaving after 3 months ~ don't worry! 'Coz we'll find someone new! hahaha
Omg, I also forgot to mention in the blog how miserable I get and how jealous I am of couples I see on the streets! I mean, I would end up always asking myself on when will I be like that? Or sometimes, imagine myself in an imaginary relationship lololol. (I am getting crazy aren't I?)
I am not alone after all ~ hihi
Why thanks you!!! I'd take a look at your blog too okay? thanks so much!!!
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at first i thought you made a mistake with c*um haha but that made me laugh lol :P
ReplyDeleteAnyways i feel the same thing....
T_T but you are more lucky cause at least you have already experienced how is it to be in a relationship...
I been waiting for this right guy to come too... -_-
hahahah~! why are you this desperate? xD you should not rush to relationships, and besides, you have your family to love, right? :) you just have to be patient in waiting. ;) and it will come before you know it. lol
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To: Nice :)
ReplyDelete'Coz am tired of my everyday routine (T^T ) Go to work, come home like everyday! And all my friends have boyfriends! If we would hang out there is no time we wouldn't ever talk about guy stuff.. so that makes me kinda pathetic 'coz I don't have guy stories for 'em 'coz am loveless! lololol.
Why thank you.. I hope it comes real soon 'coz I need him now lololololol
WAAA! Thank you!!! My first award ever! Hahaha
To: Mayumi
ReplyDeleteHaha I thought I'd make this post sad but funny at the same time! Hehe.. I'm glad it made you laugh! (^v^ )v
No, (-_- ) I'm not lucky with all of my past lovers.. but I guess, I could say I've learned a lot from 'em that's why I THINK I will be a better gf now hahaha!!!
Nahh.. it will come! Let's be positive and let's wait together!
hah i understand you with that korean drama..but it seems like in my, there is no happy ending..i hope this summer at least i will have some summer love if no boyfriend for long relationship :D i am so tired of being alone ><'
ReplyDeleteNo, don't worry you're not getting crazy....i think it does every single girl, me too..like when i see some pretty place, i always told myself: Ah, i would take here my boyfriends, to have picnic, walk with holding hands, take couple photos, or also bought couple clothes ^^ ( i think i watch too much of that korean dramas :D)
haha hope both of us ( and also every single girl) will find her other half soon ^^
xD Thats what I was telling myself earlier today, my friend just found herself a boyfriend recently am I'm incredibly jealous *-*, most of my friends seem so happy since their dating. Hope you and I both get boyfriends soon in the near future 8D
ReplyDeleteawwwwww!~ don't worry! your prince charming will come along sometime~ ^^ he might be stuck somewhere at the moment, but he will eventually arrive! (: Don't feel lonely without a guy~ Hangout with your girl friends!! (: Act silly with them and don't care about what anyone else says~ & don't be jealous of your friends either~ You have more freedom to hang out with any guy you want!! :DD
ReplyDeleteOMG, I understand the feeling! Before I met my fiancee, I had been single to almost two years and NOT LOOKING! I was in a really bad relationship before then so I can assure you that it's better to be single than with someone shitty. Well, anyways, I met up with some friends from grade school who moved back to the city, and one of my friend's boyfriend's friend's lived with them. Unfortunately, he was really depressed and a total ひきこもり... Anytime he came down, I used to make fun of him.
ReplyDeleteWelllll, one night we all went out and I guess they convinced him to come with, so he got all cleaned up and I TOTALLY didn't recognize him. I was acting as stupid and flirty because in my head I'm like, "HOLY SHIZNIT, this guy is HAWWWWT!! Who is he??" And my bff introduces me like, "Eimi, you know Jimmy?" I'm thinking like "WTF!?!?"
So I kind played hard to get and then he went back home for a month and i missed him so much that when he came back we pretty much started dating.
So yeah, relationships can come from ANYWHERE! Even the creepy guy upstairs that you rag on all the time can clean up VERY well T^T
Don't worry girlfriend, you WILL find someone. You just really have to know what you want, because being desperate will land you with some a$$hole who doesn't give a damn. And you really do want someone who will kiss the ground you walk on. <3333333333
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