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Heeey sugarpuffs! Eh ehem. I'm kinda reluctant about blogging this (although I blogged about this on Tumblr lol) 'coz I don't wanna jinx the whole thing I've been doing! But, since I'm doing progress.. I mean, why not?!

I have been on a diet for 2 weeks now aaand so far I've lost about 2 kilos in about a week. This week, meh there's no scale difference but I have maintained eating small meals atleast 2-3 times a day! (Yesss!!!) I remember blogging about something I've been doing before which is super unhealthy! I wanna take back everything what I said there because.. UNHEALTHY DIETS JUST DON'T WORK! I mean they work for a while, you'll lose weight within 4-5 days TORTURING YOURSELF and then when you start eating normally you'll eventually gain back everything TIMES TWO! So, nope! I am not doing that ever again! I am doing this the healthy waaay.. eating normally and EXERCISE! That's right! I run outside atleast 20-30 minutes, 4-5 times in a week! And when I don't run, I play Wii Sports doing boxing! Atleast I've finally found some activity that'll help me lose weight that I enjoy rather than going to the gym. I seriously hate the gym! IT'S BORING!!! Plus, I hate socializing while I am sweating! So yep! Why am I doing this now? Hmm.. like I said on Tumblr, I'm doing this now 'coz I'm just sick and tired of people telling me to lose weight and giving me advice on what I should eat or do and what I hate the most is that 'these people' that I am talking about aren't exactly 'fit' themselves. It's really irritating! So that's why, I'm doing this FOR ME! And to prove to them that I can lose weight if I want to. Plus, I'm turning 20 in 4 months sooo.. I wanna be sorta 'fit' at that time. (^v^ ) But even though I'm fat, y'know.. I'm not bothering anyone about it! And if they hate it they could just turn around. To me, the important thing is, is that even though my body is like this, I'm not being mean to anyone and I'm not giving anyone any problems about my weight! *Sigh* That's a long speech!

Oh yeah, I forgot to mention why I am so inspired in doing this and being able to maintain atleast 2 weeks of eating properly even though there's a bunch of sweets and chips in the pantry! This site really helped me maintain this activity I've been doing (Click this) I mean, if they can do it, so can I right? And so can everybody! Ahh.. I like this new thing I've been doing! I also like panting and sweating now! It makes my cheeks go all red, I don't even need to apply a blusher! (~v^ )b

And my thoughts about 'Christians' and the 'illuminati'.....

First of, Hisashiburi minna! Omg.. it's been a while since I did a post and I'm really happy that still, some of you guys have been reading my posts. I've read your comments but I'm sorry I wasn't able to reply..... I wanted to be more active but lately, I was so uninspired.. but today this post will be long and will be sorta interesting so.. let's go!

On the 13th of May, I went to Lady Gaga's concert, THE BORN THIS WAY BALL! And Omg! So far, it was the most awesome concert I've been to! (Not like I've been to a lot of concerts but..) She is an awesome performer! Her voice is great live, the costumes, the dancers, the effects, the lights! Everything was awesome! And I love all her fans who're there! Although I can't just judge how nice of 'em were that fast because of one nice gesture still, despite their crazy yet fashionable get up that at first glance you may get intimidated and you may think.. 'Oh this girl is probably gonna snob us if we ask her to take a picture with us..' but, NO! They were really nice and not snobby! So me and my friend were really happy that night.. yeah.. here are ze pictures!

One thing about Lady Gaga I don't understand is this.. So, while she's on stage, she's singing and all and someone threw a present at her but she threw it back to the crowd.. I still love her though but still, it was a present! Was it that hard to not accept? And then there's this one person near the stage who handed out a bouquet of flowers to her, she picked it up and said thanks but threw it at the crowd again onto a different person. I don't get it? Hmm.. BUT I STILL LOVE HER!!!

And that ends my concert experience.. let's head onto a different topic related to the concert, Lady Gaga and Christians.

I'm not very used to voicing out my own opinions 'coz I'm scared of the possible criticism I might get after and as much as possible I would always try to be right in the middle of any argument buuut this time, I'm afraid I'm going to side with Lady Gaga right here.

Right after Gaga's concert I've read numerous posts on facebook about Lady Gaga coming to the Philippines! My hometown yay! And then.. I've read some posts about how filipino Christians were 'protesting' on Lady Gaga's upcoming concert. I didn't get to screenshot the posts 'coz it was a just a random post I saw on my news feed but yeah.. it was really irritating like seriously! They are all being very sensitive! Like, why not allow Lady Gaga perform her fabulous concert in the Philippines?! It's not like her music is going to take over your Christianity!!! They claim that Lady Gaga is disrespecting 'God' and Lady Gaga loves Judas and how can she love someone so evil like Judas! Urgh.. REALLY GUYS! REALLY!!!

I'm not againts Christians.. I am Christian. Well, I guess I used to be 'coz now, I just do not believe. I just don't believe in Christian beliefs anymore. Don't get me wrong. In my opinion, I know there is a creator and I know someone or something created everything and started it all and this person or thing may be called God. But I do think that this person or thing that we can't even see don't need the attention or to be worshipped at all. To me, I think praying does nothing but gives you a bit of hope that something good will come but in the end we'll never know. This God said he loved everyone even the evil. But they said when you die, your soul will be judged and if you're evil, you're going to hell! And if you're a good person.. you're going with him in Heaven. <~~ This is one of the reasons why I don't believe in the Christian ways, the bible and any other religion anymore. I got a lot more to say but right now while typing this my head is hurting. But, this is my opinion. To me, as long as you're happy, you're not harming people.. Christian or not you're good. That's it!

About Lady Gaga and filipino Christians bashing her. I get that they're so upset 'coz Lady Gaga is singing about Jesus, Judas and Bloody Mary and all bible related stuff. But that doesn't make her EVIL! If you actually get the message of Judas y'know.. it's NOT EVIL! OR DEMONIC! So as Bloody Mary! Although I still don't get the message of the song 'coz I can't listen to it everyday 'coz I thought her scary voice there is really scary but it's a great song! So yeah.. pshh.. She can't be a demon 'coz she's pretty lol. And I think all of the people who think that she worships satan is just overreacting and making a big fuss about the littlest details she does in her videos. And I don't get how these Christ believers know so much about the devil I mean, don't you think that's kinda suspicious too? loljk. I'm just kidding! and I also think that satan doesn't exist. So, I'm not a satan worshipper you guys.. just so you know! And an illuminati..

Oh and about the illuminati.. I read that Lady Gaga admits that she's part of this cult or whatever? Which I think is a fake illuminati cult 'coz this is what I think of the illuminati.. yes it's a kingsley video! Enjoy the end of my post.

Today I just got a haircut! And it's a big change because I never had this cut since I was in my 2nd year of highschool. ヾ(＠＾(∞)＾＠)ノ

I kinda feel bad about my hair ~ but, when I saw that look from the magazine, I told the hair dresser to do it! The style is pretty cool.. kinda more 'otona' and I wanted that since I'll be turning 20 this year.. mehehehe! I'm so excited! 'Coz 20 years old in Japan is the adult stage unlike in America, Philippines and other countries where the adult stage is '18'. So yeah.. nuff 'bout that here is my new hair ~

そうよ！すげぇよ！髪の毛短くなっちゃったんだもう！！！ヾ(＠^▽^＠)ﾉ

Back view

This is a random photo but guys! Did you see that?! Did you just see that?!?! Omg!





That's my cousin's face.. so creepy..... eeeeek!

あけましておめでとうございます！

2011 is officially over! Yay! And hello 2012! (Hello!) I have no new year resolutions this year 'coz I thought I've been doing it every year and still, no changes? (mainly on my weight lol) So this year, I'ma just go with the flow just like last year! And yeah, this month's highlight is YG ENTERTAINMENT'S Concert here in Japan! (CONCERT INFO HERE) I'm planning on attending the 22nd of January.. alone! I guess. I've been trying to invite some of my friends but since they're not fans.. all of 'em rejected me! Hence, I didn't buy any tickets yet.. I also think it's probably sold out 'coz BIGBANG and 2ne1 will be there! And they're all pretty famous here so yep! But, I'm being optimistic here, I hope there are still tickets! Even if I have to go all by myself and just meet up with VIPS out there! I'm planning to buy the tickets on January 3. 'Coz that's when I'll be leaving to go visit mom. And there aren't any Lawson convenience store out here in Iwatsuki so I have to all the way to Higashi Iwatsuki to check if they still have tickets! So hopefully they still have. WISH ME LUCK! I REALLY WANT TO ATTEND A CONCERT THIS YEAR! I HOPE THIS IS IT!!!

So yeah.. let's end this rambling with the question, 'How was your new year you guys? Was it fun?!?!' Okay! Make me jealous! Haha.. me? (I'll still tell you how mine was even though you didn't ask!) I stayed all day at home, we were supposed to eat soba but we ate cream spaghetti instead! LOL. I stayed up all night browsing my Tumblr and Facebook. On Tumblr.. everything's about the new year jokes lololol. And on Facebook, the 'Happy New Year' greetings and the, 'New year, New me' CRAP! So yea that's about it! Pureety boring.. I hope next year it'll all be different!