E R I K A

If you have a crush, like me! I bet you know this feeling.. This sorta ticklish feeling from the inside that makes you feel like you're floating and surrounded by hearts while having your micro lens eyes at him!

Well.. this is about my crush again.. And I'll try to make this one short 'coz this is a pretty long story..

So.. since I was dissapointed of what had happened yesterday.. I figured today, I'd ignore him! But, I guess no matter how much I try to ignore him.. the more he makes me want to notice him! This morning I was minding my own business (well doing my job, what else?!) Then, I know I was in his way, but since am tryin' to ignore him.. I ignored the fact that I was in his way and that I should just continue.. and focus of what I was doing.. and since he can't make me get out of the way, He kinda, uhh what do you call that like, held on to me and like created this friction between our bodies so he could get pass.. and he didn't even say like, 'Uhh hey, excuse me, but you're in my way' but he just went through and I'm like.. 'Holy cheeseballs! I'm never washing my clothes again!' But, that's stupid.. 'course I'll wash it.. I don't wanna be stinky around him!

And yeaaah.. I was so happy that I ignored the fact that I was ignoring him that day!!!

So next story was.. it was the end of our lunch break.. and then, I know he was at my back, I just pretended I didn't notice him and walked slowly so I could look back at him and just do this 'bleeeeehhh' gesture at him (lol it was in my plan! lololol) and then he liked chased me so he could get his hands on me! Like forreal! Omg! And I was so happy! I hope he really likes me.. 'coz if he does, I will just say YES! YES YES YES I'll be his gf! lololol.

Another story was, I was at the back, putting the tare's on its' case and then, he came in from the freezer and he was like, 'samui yo na' (it's cold huh?) And I was like laughing and he said, NANDAYO again.. ughh my favorite line of his!

Then, I told Tita Josephine about it and that I should've just hugged him since it's cold anyway.. and that is what HE meant anyway.. so I ended up regretting not hugging him!!! lololol.

And then when we was about to head home, I waved at him goodbye.. and again, he waved his super sexy hands at me! AND JUST FO ME! JYEAAAH! So, yeah.. me and Megumi chan was about to head home and decided to take a smoking break and share convos! So, she said that Machang said that once we all had our salary.. he is inviting us all to drink! But since am 18.. I can't drink ('coz japan allows people to drink and smoke by the age of 20! WTF!!!) so.. I told Megumi chan to just change it to Karaoke then! Then she said she'll tell Machang! WEEE ~ omg I cannot wait for kyuryo!!! I LOVE YOU MACHANG! HUHUHUHUHUHU! PLEASE BE MINE!!!!

Okay.. so that was that, and yeah.. super corny but whatever! I like talking about him! So I'll talk about him..

Oh and hey! I lost 3 kilos today!!! Yay!

P.S.
I've been meaning to tell this on my blog for so long I just forgot..
Okay, so.. I've seen Mask Rider's full face! AND HE IS NOT CUTE AT ALL MAN!!!
HE LOOKS LIKE A FUCKIN' RAPIST!!! LOLOLOL
I REGRET EVERYSINGLE STARE I MADE WITH HIM!
AND THE BLOG POSTS I FUCKIN' MADE ABOUT HIM! IT WAS SO AWKWARD!!!

I know I said I'll be posting updates about my crush everyday, but I'm a beezy person too (loljk. I just don't have the time to blog 'coz when I get home from work, I eat then go straight to bed) aaand me and my crushes have different yasumis.. so that means when they're on their yasumis, I have work.. so yuh!

So, about my crushes.. Mask Rider person and Kumiya.. I am no longer in like? (LOL) with 'em anymore.. 'coz I don't get to see Mask Rider as often as usual and I am no longer attracted to Kumiya because he is cold.

I already 'interrogated' Kumiya, about his age, if he's married and if he already has a girl and he said, he's 24, he lives alone and he doesn't have a gf (LOL) poor guy, he lives alone! Sad to say.. I am no longer interested in him because he is cold to me.. and I fall for nice and friendly guys! So yuh!

But, I have a new crush.. his last name is Matsuo (he won't tell us his first name), but everybody calls him Machang at work.. at first, I am not attracted with him 'coz I usually get attracted to someone if they have a nice face (I know, I'm a superficial and shallow human being). But, it's different with him. He is kinda the assistant of our supervisor and yuh.. he looks after us everyday, except when he's on yasumi.. and the first time we kinda met? Is when we were packing some packages and then he's there and I kinda didn't see him so I was carrying this empty box so recklessly that I accidentally hit him with it on the head, but I didn't realize it until he kinda gently pat my head! And shocked I told him gomenasai while laughing 'coz I didn't see him being a jamma there..

And it all started there.. at first I kinda thought he likes me 'coz he keeps calling my name, 'Erika! Erika!' bakkari.. and always talks to me and yesterday he kinda played with me? So yuh! I started falling for him two days ago 'coz I really like the way he talks, the way he moves (LOL), his skin, his voice and he's really friendly and he looks like a bunny! And.. he's just so cool! So, I fell for him so easily.. AND HE REMINDS ME OF THIS GUY!

< Eddie Cahill from CSI: New York >
He kinda looks like Eddie Cahill except he's asian! With chinky eyes!!!

So yesterday, I asked him, how old is he and he went closer to me and said he is 29 and he's turnin' 30.. and I was shocked 'coz he kinda acts like a 21 year old, so I was expecting him to be 25-ish, but still.. I don't care if he's 11 years older 'coz I like him so much! And desperate enough to know more about him, I asked Miu chan to ask him if ever they'd encounter in the tobacco station, if he's married or if he has a girl.. And then, when we're about to go home, Miu chan told me he's not married but he has a gf so I was really shocked 'coz he already has a girl! And they could possibly marry soon 'coz of their age.. and I suddenly felt so down and I wanna give up but something inside me kept telling me to wait and not give up.

And I think I won't give up.. after all, we've only knew each other for more than a week! And there is this possibilty that someday he'd fall for me 'coz he already notices me.. all I got to do is just be me and just study more japanese! And yeah.. lose weight! My number one priority as of this moment! So yuh.. I guess I'll be blogging about him soon.. and my progress! lololol. no more crush updates 'coz that's stupid.. and I only like one person now.

< JUST A SHORT POST 'COZ I'M INSPIRED AND I WANT EVERYBODEH TO KNOW ABOUT MY CRUSH UPDATE >

I know, this is stupid and desperate.. but I just wanna do something in my life okay?! so don't hate. So today, I have this great idea in my mind right now that I wanna try. I will be posting blogposts everyday talking about my crush and things I'll do to make him notice me! Or even like me! IN SHORT, TO MAKE HIM MINE! *lololol* I'll even go on a diet and make myself prettier everyday just so my crush would notice meee! And I think it's a great idea so it'll motivate me to go on a diet even further, get more readers and be an inspiration! *lololol* but this post is legit I tell you.. I am raising my right hand right now (no I lie ahaha) while typing and pledge that I will definitely stick to this crazy idea! And this idea will totally benefit me!

First, let me begin by telling you that now, I have two crushes.. the first one is Mask Rider and the second is my not-so-type-shy-guy-but-he-really-looks-foineee-so-he-is-passable.. I have no pet name for him yet but I'll make one for him once I get to know him, and jyeee he looks like this guy!

< Matsuda Shota >

I don't know but he's not much of my type 'coz he's shy and like he doesn't help out the grannies when we're all working, like for example, this granny will carry this big 'ol box and instead of helping the poor helpless granny.. he'll just look! And observe! Is he a gentleman or what?! Wtf! Anyway, he doesn't talk that much, but when he talks, he's so polite so I guess that's a plus! As for my first crush, he is such a mystery that's why I like him!

Okay, now time for the update, yesterday I've already asked the name of my second crush.. and his name is Osuka Kumiya. I really like his name.. 'coz it's so cute so that's a plus! And he's so polite.. I asked him what his name was and he responds with his manly voice using polite words and when I told him hajimemashite extending my right hand he hand shaked me with two hands! So jyeeeaaah! Now my second plan is to ask how old he is.. My co-worker thinks he's 27.. 25.. but I think he's 23? I guess.. I dunno and I bet this guy's otaku! I just think so..

Okay, as for my Mask Rider.. (Rider?! really?! lololol) I encontered him down the hall today when we was about to leave and I was so happy seeing those pretty eyes and his adowable nose! Teehee! And I told him otsukaresamade~su! And he replied, otsukaresamadesu and bowed to me like I'm some kind of majesty! Ahhh Japaaan!



So that's about it! Stay tune for more.. (who da fuq em I kiddin nobodeh reads this piece of crap!) And I hope I gain more confidence so I'll be able to do more action fearlessleh!!!

P.S.:
So I guess this is not a short post after all! "JUST A SHORT POST" <--- lololol
I make myself lol sometimes!

ADDITIONAL POST:
Did I mention this is a short post?! lololol
I just wanna add this 'coz I just want everybodeh to laugh at me for being a dumbass!
Okay now, so.. by 6:30 in the morning I'll be leaving the house to walk to the train station and catch my train at exactly 6:45.. it's a 10-13 minute walk between my house and the station.. so, as usual, I left home then suddenly, I felt like changing clothes! So, I went back and changed clothes then, resumed on walking until I get to the station.. I'm almost near the station and it's just 2 minutes away when I started to check on my bag to ready my money.. realizing, that I LEFT MY FUCKING WALLET HOME! THEN I HAVE TO GO BACK! AND MY TRAIN IS ABOUT TO COME AND IT WON'T WAIT FOR ME SMH! So, I ran home, took extra money just in case I didn't make it and I have to get a cab then rode the 6:59 train and who would've thought I'd make it! Panting my way to the bus! I've never felt so relieved.. Ahhhhh.. thanks to my lucky turtle charms that is in my pocket, I've made it!!! YAY!!!

NOW IT'S TIME FOR..... TOTALLY APPLICABLE ADVICE FROM YOUR MAJESTY!!!

*NEVER EVER EVER EVER!!! GO BACK ONCE YOU'VE STARTED!!!*
- maaan! That is deep! RESPECT. lololol