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I can't help but put 'LOL' on the title since it's sounds super cheesy and I ain't that type of person.. so yeah, pretty disgusting of me lololol.

OKAY!!! So, I'm still going to talk about my crush.. if you aren't interested and if you are SICK OF ME talking about him every single blog I make.. well, you are free to not read this now.. since this is about him again!

So, my co-workers/japanese friends, Megumi chan and Yokokawa san are like, super duper nice to help me win the guy I like's heart! (LOLOLOL) Last time, at the Tobacco no tokoro.. me, Megumi chan and Machang were talking about obentos and Machang said that he can't cook, and he always buy his food on a convenience store.. so, Megumi chan and Yokokawa san suggested that I should ask Machang what type of food he likes, and what he dislikes.. and ask him if I could make an obento for him.. since I can cook! nyehehe! So, yesterday.. I asked him what he dislikes and he said, he hates shitake aaand if you don't know SHITake.. it's a type of mushroom.. yeeesss.. he hates mushrooms.. WHY?! I LOVE MUSHROOMS!!! Okay okay.. so then, I asked him what food he likes.. and he's like, nandemo! lololol HE EATS EVERYTHING! except mushrooms! Omg.. I really want him as my boyfriend.. so easy to feed.. I LOVE HIM MORE NOW!!!

So theeen, I asked him if I could make an obento for him and he's like, blushing and all.. his cheeks were all red and he's like, warui yo..... (he said it's embarassing..) and I said, you're only gonna taste if my cooking's good or bad.. and he's like.. warui kedo iiyo (means OKAY!!!) omgigaaomigaaomigaaaaawd! And since we're like all alone having a conversation.. I figured I should ask him out to Karaoke with Kumiya san, Megumi chan aaand Yokokawa san and he said OKAY! Omigaaa.. so this is how it feels to court a guy.. oh my, it makes my heart melt lololol..

But I don't care what the others would say.. although it's really natural for a guy to court a girl.. in Japan, it's totally okay if a girl court's a guy.. 'coz girls here usually are the one's who express their feelings towards the guy.. so even though am pinay, I'm in Japan.. so what should I do? Yes, adapt their culture! Nyehehehe.....

Okay.. so I guess tomorrow I'll be posting the obento I made for him then! HOLY CHEESEBALLS!!! SO STRESSFUL! I DON'T EVEN KNOW HOIW TO MAKE A CUTE OBENTO!!!

If you have a crush, like me! I bet you know this feeling.. This sorta ticklish feeling from the inside that makes you feel like you're floating and surrounded by hearts while having your micro lens eyes at him!

Well.. this is about my crush again.. And I'll try to make this one short 'coz this is a pretty long story..

So.. since I was dissapointed of what had happened yesterday.. I figured today, I'd ignore him! But, I guess no matter how much I try to ignore him.. the more he makes me want to notice him! This morning I was minding my own business (well doing my job, what else?!) Then, I know I was in his way, but since am tryin' to ignore him.. I ignored the fact that I was in his way and that I should just continue.. and focus of what I was doing.. and since he can't make me get out of the way, He kinda, uhh what do you call that like, held on to me and like created this friction between our bodies so he could get pass.. and he didn't even say like, 'Uhh hey, excuse me, but you're in my way' but he just went through and I'm like.. 'Holy cheeseballs! I'm never washing my clothes again!' But, that's stupid.. 'course I'll wash it.. I don't wanna be stinky around him!

And yeaaah.. I was so happy that I ignored the fact that I was ignoring him that day!!!

So next story was.. it was the end of our lunch break.. and then, I know he was at my back, I just pretended I didn't notice him and walked slowly so I could look back at him and just do this 'bleeeeehhh' gesture at him (lol it was in my plan! lololol) and then he liked chased me so he could get his hands on me! Like forreal! Omg! And I was so happy! I hope he really likes me.. 'coz if he does, I will just say YES! YES YES YES I'll be his gf! lololol.

Another story was, I was at the back, putting the tare's on its' case and then, he came in from the freezer and he was like, 'samui yo na' (it's cold huh?) And I was like laughing and he said, NANDAYO again.. ughh my favorite line of his!

Then, I told Tita Josephine about it and that I should've just hugged him since it's cold anyway.. and that is what HE meant anyway.. so I ended up regretting not hugging him!!! lololol.

And then when we was about to head home, I waved at him goodbye.. and again, he waved his super sexy hands at me! AND JUST FO ME! JYEAAAH! So, yeah.. me and Megumi chan was about to head home and decided to take a smoking break and share convos! So, she said that Machang said that once we all had our salary.. he is inviting us all to drink! But since am 18.. I can't drink ('coz japan allows people to drink and smoke by the age of 20! WTF!!!) so.. I told Megumi chan to just change it to Karaoke then! Then she said she'll tell Machang! WEEE ~ omg I cannot wait for kyuryo!!! I LOVE YOU MACHANG! HUHUHUHUHUHU! PLEASE BE MINE!!!!

Okay.. so that was that, and yeah.. super corny but whatever! I like talking about him! So I'll talk about him..

Oh and hey! I lost 3 kilos today!!! Yay!

P.S.
I've been meaning to tell this on my blog for so long I just forgot..
Okay, so.. I've seen Mask Rider's full face! AND HE IS NOT CUTE AT ALL MAN!!!
HE LOOKS LIKE A FUCKIN' RAPIST!!! LOLOLOL
I REGRET EVERYSINGLE STARE I MADE WITH HIM!
AND THE BLOG POSTS I FUCKIN' MADE ABOUT HIM! IT WAS SO AWKWARD!!!

Maaan..... This. I mean, HIM! HE will be.. MY BOYFRIEND! Pretteh sooooon.. or sooner.. or uhh.. whatever! Well, I do hope that he'll be my bf! He is so nice and super cute (well, for me.. I dunno about the others, but who cares?!?! I'm the one who's gon' date him anyway or yeah.. if! lololol.) AHH I REALLY REALLY LIKE HIM!!!

< *takes a break 'coz am being posessed again* >

Okay, so today was one of the nicest day my life has to offer me so faaar! Despite the fact that I had a warning in my job.. because! I move too slow when working, which is SO NOT TRUE! I am no slowpoke especially when it comes to working! And I know, I am really really trying my best 'coz I wanna make a good impression on my crush.. Matsuo san!!! Which I'll be seeing again tomo! Weee.. can't wait! No wonder I sleep early now.. 'COZ I CAN'T WAIT FOR TOMORROW TO SEE HIM! I LOVE HIM NOW!!! lololol.

And yeah, since I'm this person who hates being judged.. The warning kinda took over me and in my mind, I'm all like, 'I must hurry with my phasing.. hurry hurry hurry!!!' And because of that whenever Shunin would ask me to do something, I dunno what he wants me to do exactly because I cannot focus! So, he shouted at me (well, not intentionally 'coz he is just that type of person, well.. no wonder he has no wife yet!) And I did kinda got sensitive and just cried! Well, cried silently, ('coz am no baby no moes) while working with this numb co-worker of mine (Yoshida san) who didn't even asked me what's wrong 'cause she is just.. weird! And numb.. lifeless.. urghh whatever! So, Machang visited me on where I was assigned to and I was still crying but I covered up my face 'coz I don't want them to know (especially the Shunin) that I am being super sensitive 'coz that may lead me to losing my job! So, he said, 'The job is almost done huh?!' *in a super cute tone* And I'm like 'Uhh.. yeah', 'coz am crying! huhuhu.. and I know he knows am crying 'coz he was like trying to look at my face but yeah.. Shunin called him! (way to go Shunin for ruining a perfectly good moment!) So, the crying stopped and inside I felt so relieved and happy because I felt his concern and it's a wonderful feeling!!!

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Okay, so.. it was lunch and we were eating and all and he came in and I'm just like *ohmygoshohmygoshohmysgosh* and he noticed our food lololol (I know he's there 'coz am there and I know it! lololol) and then yeah, he removed his head gear kinda thing (well, it's our uniform soo.. urghh) And wow.. It's like I've seen a unicorn! He has long (well not that long) sexy hair and it's just.. WOW! Just wow..

THEEEN, it's time for work! And I wanted to make up for what had happened in the morning 'coz I ignored him *why would I ignore him?! Fuck!!! I'm so stupid* So, what I did was.....

Me: Nee.. Matsuo san!
Hey Matsuo San!
Matsuo: Nani?!
What?!
Me: Nanimonai yo!!!
Nothing!!!
Matsuo: NANDAYO!!!
WHAT IS IT!!!

HAHAHA!!! This trick always works.. haha

And theeen,

Me: Neeeee~
Heyyy...
Matsuo: *with this cute WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU WANT WITH ME stare* NA-NI?!
WHA-AT?!
Me: *In a tinie tiny voice* uhh.. wasurechata mo!
uhh.. I forgot
Matsuo: *gets closer* Eh? Eh?! Nani?!?!
Me: WASURECHATA YO!!!
Matsuo: Nanka.. atama warui da ne?!?!
You are crazy huh?!?!

I know, I know.. bad impression! But I wanna make friends with him first! So don't judge!!!

And then..... when we're about to go home, he waved his hand especially FOR ME! FOR ME ONLY AND WHILE STARING AT ME! !@#$%^&*()_+!!! I LOVE YOU NOW!!! PLEASE BE MINE!!!

And yeah, Tita Josephine took a picture of him during lunch! *secretly* SHE IS SO NICE I LOVE HER NOW TOO!!!

NOT HIS BEST PICTURE! NEXT TIME, HE WILL HAVE HIS BEST PICTURE.. WITH ME!!! BWAHAHAHAHA!!!