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It's been a long time since I bought a Ranzuki mag.. like 9 months? not sure buuut.. it WAS REALLY A WHILE and I'm so happy I get to buy one today.. (good thing we stopped by at some video store after we went to Softbank so they could fix my stupid broken phone! But I left my alien card so we have to go back tomorrow! urghh!) well, 'coz you know, now that I have an actual job I can actually spend my money on anything without worrying about money no moes 'coz I have a JOB! lololol. omg I talk a lot..

K, so here are some pictures of it! And it's like meant to be.. 'coz the cover is Saito Natsuumi and some other girl but Saito Natsumi is there and she's like my favorite gal and I her to death! (SHE IS MY IDOL) And there are tons of pictures of her in this mag.. like TONS more than Suzu!!!


she now (well idk if like now NOW or whatever) has ORANGE HAIR ~ koooool!


awww... she so adowable


Isn't she like the cutest?!?! awww...

And yeah.. I didn't just bought Ranzuki.. I also bought some Smart? Magazine.. and I really don't like this magazine 'coz it's not that 'known' and I just don't like it.. but the reason I bought it for 600+ it's because of TOMMY. Yes, Tommy.. it's one of me favorite brands ehehe!


And the only reason I bought this ugleehh mag it's because of free Tommy mini bag !
me roves me some Tommehhh!


weee..... Tommy! Tommy! Tommehhh


Natsumi laugh! v


she says am funneh!

Yippee! I'm 17!!! (I just got seventeen this september 22) And huraaah.. does that I mean I can decide for myself? choose what I want? be a little more MATURE? As a matter of fact YES! But why are you guys treating me this way?! I'm old enough to decide for myself.. to choose what I want, to decide when or not to love.. to choose where will I be happy and not doing things that'll ONLY make you happy.. atleast be conciderate, I HAVE FEELINGS TOO. You scarin' me off will never do. GET IT?!

Whew! Well, that worked.. atleast I feel better now. Hmm.. by the way, I MISSED BLOGGING! I didn't blog for the last two weeks 'coz I'm banned using the internet at my dad's place.. I'm now here at my mom's and thanks to her I can mail my friends back at the Philippines. My dad's a douche.. he won't let me use the internet because of my boyfriend back at the Philippines! I mean, c'mon we can't even see each other?! And oh.. the thing I said about changing for the better?? It's not for the better! I felt so heartbroken not getting to talk to him and even my friends! Good thing I can internet on my mom's place, I read his messages on friendster and facebook and it was so sweet. He loves me so much, so why would I wanna break up with him and I still love him? I can't fool myself? So what if I'm still young? I'm old enough to choose who I wanna be with for the rest of my life and I'm sure he'll give me a bright future someday.. YEAH! I SAID IT! I'm only hoping nobody from my family reads this.. we're still in a secret relationship because them finding out will be trouble again.

THOUGHT IT'S OVER?!

Well, I still have somethin' to say.. as my birthday gift from mom. She called to order a red comet brand of clothing that I saw from ranzuki magazine and it's gonna come tomorrow! Yipee! It looks like this.



Well, I still want contacts so I hope mom will agree, her buying me contacts that I saw from ranzuki magazine.. my mom's lazy when it comes to shopping so it's a good thing I bought this ranzuki magazine.. I can order clothes, beauty products, contacts and etc. from the magazine! COOL!