E R I K A

Ew! My title sounds like I'm so desperate! Oh wait, I AM FUCKIN' DESPERATE!!!

Everybody keeps telling me to JUST WAIT ~ 'coz someone out there's gonna cum.. I mean, come and be the perfect guy for you! Well, how long do I have to wait for this bastard!? I know I feel so ready to be in a relationship! But, how long will it take for this guy to come and be with me?! (Omg so stressing!) And I don't need someone perfect at all ~ I need someone who I ACTUALLY LIKE ~ not someone who I'd be with just 'coz he likes me.

Lately, I've been so depressed.. I haven't been in an actual relationship for almost 2 years and I missed being loved! I missed saying 'I love you' to some guy lololol. Okay, ew.. I'm beginning to become super cheesy and mushy! But, it's true!!! All I wanna do is.. go on a date with this guy or something whenever I'm off work just so I could relax and be happy with someone ~ I know to myself that I can't be happy with my friends as much as being with some guy 'coz being with him would be special! 'Coz I get to like kiss him or whatever! Now, can you do that to your friend? No!

I really envy my friends from the Philippines who now have boyfriends! I mean, they're so happy and looking at their pictures makes me feel miserable! I mean, why can't I be with someone I really like? How come everytime I end up liking someone.. he only sees me as a friend or he already has a gf ooor he has a problem with our age gap! OR he's leaving for Canada! Dammit!

Why why why?!?! How long do I have to wait?!?!

My blonde hair didn't even last a month! And now I changed it into brown! I figured that blonde/orange-gy hair is not my style and that brown and black suits me better! Plus, since my style is more of a cute but otona poi style ~ my new hair color suits my style quite well!

So now, I give you pictures of my new hair color! It's in milk tea brown btw! Oh yeah.. let me show you guys first what product I used to achieve my new hair ~

I used Palty Awa Paku for my hair ~ and trust me you guys! This stuff is awesome! It colors the hair evenly and it's so easy to apply compared to your usual hair coloring treatment. Plus, it smells nice! It's smell is not as strong as your usual.. boring, bubble-less hair coloring treatment! And wait, there's more! lololol It leaves your hair shiny.. it doesn't dry your hair! Promise! So I'll give this product an A!!! And yeah.. I've been using Palty ever since and Palty hair coloring products are always awesome!

It comes with these items! And a big 'ol cup! I used it to stock my pencils and pens! Ehehehe ~

This is the mixer.. it mixes the product. (lololol I talk to you guys like you guys are noobs! Sorreh!)

And of course! The pictures you guys ~ 'coz I'm such a camwhore! I didn't edit theses pictures to show you guys what it really looks like..

I think the lighting kinda made it look blonde.. but really it's not. Or I guess it shows up blondish since I died my hair blonde before, then coloring it to milk tea brown..

It looks a bit like ash blonde in my pictures.. but in actual like, live action mode lololol It's kinda grayish / greenish / brown.

*My camera in normal mode* See?? I told you it's kinda dark.. 'coz it's grayish! Ehehe ~

No dramatic make-up today! Just got home from work.. and could someone please slap this bitch?! She's such a camwhore! Urghh!!! ~

Finally, the spring look that I said I was gonna post on tuesday! Well, now here it is! Sorry for the delay! I was really surprised by all the comments and followers and stuff 'coz of this post 'coz I thought that nobody reads this shitty blog and then, now.. omg! I've had this blog for almost 3 years now and I had no readers until now so.. THANK YOU!
ありがとうみんあ！！！

Okay, so here it is girrrls! I'm sorry if I'm only taking pictures infront of my mirror.. I have no tripod or a friend to take pictures of me! Huhuhu.. my sad pathetic life..


lololol. Apologies for showing you my daikon legs! I just wanna show you guys how it matched the leggings and how cute it is! Especially on thin legged girls!


In this look, I also added a loose blazer to make me look thin! lololol Also, to add more on the look! AKB48 style! (Okay, no. Just kiddin'.)

This is my first time ever to create a post about coordinating clothes so, I'm really sorry if this is not good for you.

But, whatever.. let's start!

First up is this polo shirt with tie! This is really 'ninki' or famous this season 'coz I often see this shirt worn by many japanese women or girls wandering round the streets! It's super comfy, trust me! And yes, perfect for a casual spring look if you don't want to wear anything floral. This shirt can be also worn with shorts or pants, but not the flare denim pants 'coz I don't think that's flattering.

So, this is what I have come up with. The shirt, mini shorts, brown belt, floral printed leggings, black striped hat to match the black boots with it.

Gonna wear it with these boots!



Okay guys, so that's about it! I'm gonna wear it on tuesday so, no pictures for now. But I hope you guys like it 'coz I don't wanna be called dasai huhuhu..