Hi guys! Yet another 'personal' post! I hope this gets interests! Okay, so the month of October.. I feel like this is MY MONTH or the MONTH where GOOD AND GREAT THINGS may happen to me. It's only been October 2 but everything just feels right and great! I'm also looking forward on the 15th 'coz there'll be fireworks near Adachi ku where my mom lives and I get to see *eh ehem* okay so I'll tell you the story later on, let's start from the top.
So yesterday, Machan (you know, the guy I had like a massive crush on..) finally texted me! And I was so happy, it was exactly 11:47pm when I received his 'mail' and I was so happy ~ I was going to sleep by that time but since I received his text I couldn't stop giggling by myself and daydreaming about me and him and blah blah blah.. How nostalgic! I've never felt like that for really long time.. well, I kinda felt it with Junichi before but I never get to see him almost everyday unlike Machan so yeah.. huge difference!
And then, there's the fireworks I'll be attending on the 15th. So my Stepdad is going to hold kind of a mini party for his workers and go see the fireworks. Mom will be there and since I wanna see the fireworks and this new guy I've been liking, who's also gonna be there. I invited myself! Nahh just kidding, mom told me to come too so yeah, I'm super excited to see the fireworks, and Daisuke! Yay!
And today, me and my bestfriend Megumi went to Karaoke. She said she wanted to sing 'coz she's stressed out and she wanna loosen up and all so she invited me to join her. I didn't bought any money with me 'coz I forgot and I took all my money from my bank so I can't withdraw anything! But, it was so nice of her to pay for my half for a while. So cool! I get to enjoy my night without money! but I'll be paying her back you know.
Okay so that's some of the our pictures.. that's it for today! I'm gonna watch Ao no Exorcist now! Or if there'll be no new episodes today, Usagi Drop or the new movie I just downloaded.. Grave Encounters! oooh.. scary! Later kids!
Wow! Another blog? Hihi.. やっぱり凄く隙だな～アタシ。。。Today, I finished watching Kimi ni Todoke Season 1 and now I'm gon' to Season 2!!! But, I'll watch later, 'coz I have to get on with this post.. I wanted to post this tomorrow but, why not now? I might forget about this tomorrow and I'll probably be too busy 'coz my next yasumi will be on the 12th so yeah.. here we go.. let's see..
I had fun watching the series.. somehow, some of the scenes there fits me and I could totally relate to Chizuru. *SPOILER ALERT* Okay, so Chizuru is inlove with her childhood friend's brother, Tooru but, unfortunately.. Tooru Is engaged with his girlfriend and the age gap that they have.. Chizu is around 15 or 16 and Tooru's 24 so, 絶対無理だよ！！！ Yes yes.. same as me, if you read my previous blogs, I've talked about Machang.. the guy I'm inlove/infatuated or whatever.. Well, everybody thinks that I don't really love him and that I'm just infatuated. I thought of what they've said and I realized they're wrong.. 'coz I know my own feelings and I know I really really like him. I really love him actually.. just 'coz I've only known him for almost 2 months.. doesn't mean I can't develop such feelings for him. I fall in love with a person I really like so fast.. and it's so 珍しい for me to fall in love with a guy anyway. 'Coz I'm usually picky. Oh okay, I say too much.. So the thing is, I learned a lot from the series.. I'm always this person who wanted things to move fast.. I'm always impatient and stubborn that when I want it, I must have it. But, I've realized that I was being too immature.. and that I regret I've confessed my feelings to Machang so fast that he might thought of it as a joke. I knew he has a gf so I should've respected that but, what's done is done! And I already told him how I felt.. and I guess that's enough. I'm not expecting him to be my boyfriend anymore! Seeing him almost everyday makes me happy. Him talking to me and cracking jokes with me makes me happy.. Seeing him happy makes me happy. Him asking favors from me makes me happy. And I guess, what's important is that I'M HAPPY and I'M CONTENTED of whatever relationship we have right now. I shouldn't rush love and I thank all of the people who commented on my last post of where I was being so childish.. and they're all right, I mean, I shouldn't rush on finding someone.. and that I should focus on myself and my friends more because when the time comes I'll have a bf, I might start ignoring my friends and that I might forget about loving myself more instead giving all that love to that person. So yeah! From now on, I'll be more patient and I'll focus on what's more important in my life. それだけ。。。ＴＨＡＮＫＳ ＦＯＲ ＲＥＡＤＩＮＧ！！！
I had fun watching the series.. somehow, some of the scenes there fits me and I could totally relate to Chizuru. *SPOILER ALERT* Okay, so Chizuru is inlove with her childhood friend's brother, Tooru but, unfortunately.. Tooru Is engaged with his girlfriend and the age gap that they have.. Chizu is around 15 or 16 and Tooru's 24 so, 絶対無理だよ！！！ Yes yes.. same as me, if you read my previous blogs, I've talked about Machang.. the guy I'm inlove/infatuated or whatever.. Well, everybody thinks that I don't really love him and that I'm just infatuated. I thought of what they've said and I realized they're wrong.. 'coz I know my own feelings and I know I really really like him. I really love him actually.. just 'coz I've only known him for almost 2 months.. doesn't mean I can't develop such feelings for him. I fall in love with a person I really like so fast.. and it's so 珍しい for me to fall in love with a guy anyway. 'Coz I'm usually picky. Oh okay, I say too much.. So the thing is, I learned a lot from the series.. I'm always this person who wanted things to move fast.. I'm always impatient and stubborn that when I want it, I must have it. But, I've realized that I was being too immature.. and that I regret I've confessed my feelings to Machang so fast that he might thought of it as a joke. I knew he has a gf so I should've respected that but, what's done is done! And I already told him how I felt.. and I guess that's enough. I'm not expecting him to be my boyfriend anymore! Seeing him almost everyday makes me happy. Him talking to me and cracking jokes with me makes me happy.. Seeing him happy makes me happy. Him asking favors from me makes me happy. And I guess, what's important is that I'M HAPPY and I'M CONTENTED of whatever relationship we have right now. I shouldn't rush love and I thank all of the people who commented on my last post of where I was being so childish.. and they're all right, I mean, I shouldn't rush on finding someone.. and that I should focus on myself and my friends more because when the time comes I'll have a bf, I might start ignoring my friends and that I might forget about loving myself more instead giving all that love to that person. So yeah! From now on, I'll be more patient and I'll focus on what's more important in my life. それだけ。。。ＴＨＡＮＫＳ ＦＯＲ ＲＥＡＤＩＮＧ！！！
I'm currently memorizing this song from 西野カナ
'coz I wanna sing this song when given the chance to go on Karaoke with friends! HAHAHAAnd I wanna sing this to Machang.. lololol. I love him so much
even though he doesn't love me, I'll still love him and wait for him until I get tired waiting..Te to te tsunai de futto warai atte
Sonna nande mo nai koto sae mo
Kimi ga ireba tokubetsu dakara
Chika sugiru to tama ni wasureteru
Shirazu shirazu no uchi ni
Wagamama itte shimau noni
Yasashiku tsutsunde kureru
Kono mama de toki ga tomaru nara
Futari de mitsumete itai
Ah kono keshiki hyakunen saki mo zutto
Eien ni kawaranai youni
Yorukaze ga sukoshi tsumetaku natte
Sotto kakete kureta JAKE-TO
Kimi no kaori ni tsutsumare nagara
Zutto yasashii yume wo mitetai
Shiawase sugiru to kowaku natte
Tashikame takute
Kono sora ni yorisou hoshi mitai ni
Kienai youni
Kono mama de toki ga tomaru nara
Futari de mitsumete itai
Ah kono keshiki hyakunen saki mo zutto
Eien ni kawaranai youni
Kokoro wa zutto kawaranai
Kono mama de toki ga tomaru nara
Futari de mitsumete itai
Ah kono keshiki hyakunen saki mo zutto
Eien ni kawaranai youni
Eien ni kawaranai youni
Beautiful meaning of this song:
Hand-in-hand, suddenly laughing together
Even these kind of trifling things
Are special if they are done with you
When we are too close
I sometimes forget this
And unwittingly start to talk selfishly
But you hug me gently anyway
*If time were to stop now
I want us to just look at each other
Ah, so this scenery won’t ever change
Even after hundreds of years
The wind gets a little cold at night
So you quietly offer me your jacket
While I am enveloped in your scent
I always want to dream this softly
When I am too happy I get scared
And feel like ascertaining everything
So you won’t disappear
Like the stars that fill this sky
My heart won’t ever change
Won’t change for an eternity
I can't help but put 'LOL' on the title since it's sounds super cheesy and I ain't that type of person.. so yeah, pretty disgusting of me lololol.
OKAY!!! So, I'm still going to talk about my crush.. if you aren't interested and if you are SICK OF ME talking about him every single blog I make.. well, you are free to not read this now.. since this is about him again!
So, my co-workers/japanese friends, Megumi chan and Yokokawa san are like, super duper nice to help me win the guy I like's heart! (LOLOLOL) Last time, at the Tobacco no tokoro.. me, Megumi chan and Machang were talking about obentos and Machang said that he can't cook, and he always buy his food on a convenience store.. so, Megumi chan and Yokokawa san suggested that I should ask Machang what type of food he likes, and what he dislikes.. and ask him if I could make an obento for him.. since I can cook! nyehehe! So, yesterday.. I asked him what he dislikes and he said, he hates shitake aaand if you don't know SHITake.. it's a type of mushroom.. yeeesss.. he hates mushrooms.. WHY?! I LOVE MUSHROOMS!!! Okay okay.. so then, I asked him what food he likes.. and he's like, nandemo! lololol HE EATS EVERYTHING! except mushrooms! Omg.. I really want him as my boyfriend.. so easy to feed.. I LOVE HIM MORE NOW!!!
So theeen, I asked him if I could make an obento for him and he's like, blushing and all.. his cheeks were all red and he's like, warui yo..... (he said it's embarassing..) and I said, you're only gonna taste if my cooking's good or bad.. and he's like.. warui kedo iiyo (means OKAY!!!) omgigaaomigaaomigaaaaawd! And since we're like all alone having a conversation.. I figured I should ask him out to Karaoke with Kumiya san, Megumi chan aaand Yokokawa san and he said OKAY! Omigaaa.. so this is how it feels to court a guy.. oh my, it makes my heart melt lololol..
But I don't care what the others would say.. although it's really natural for a guy to court a girl.. in Japan, it's totally okay if a girl court's a guy.. 'coz girls here usually are the one's who express their feelings towards the guy.. so even though am pinay, I'm in Japan.. so what should I do? Yes, adapt their culture! Nyehehehe.....
Okay.. so I guess tomorrow I'll be posting the obento I made for him then! HOLY CHEESEBALLS!!! SO STRESSFUL! I DON'T EVEN KNOW HOIW TO MAKE A CUTE OBENTO!!!
OKAY!!! So, I'm still going to talk about my crush.. if you aren't interested and if you are SICK OF ME talking about him every single blog I make.. well, you are free to not read this now.. since this is about him again!
So, my co-workers/japanese friends, Megumi chan and Yokokawa san are like, super duper nice to help me win the guy I like's heart! (LOLOLOL) Last time, at the Tobacco no tokoro.. me, Megumi chan and Machang were talking about obentos and Machang said that he can't cook, and he always buy his food on a convenience store.. so, Megumi chan and Yokokawa san suggested that I should ask Machang what type of food he likes, and what he dislikes.. and ask him if I could make an obento for him.. since I can cook! nyehehe! So, yesterday.. I asked him what he dislikes and he said, he hates shitake aaand if you don't know SHITake.. it's a type of mushroom.. yeeesss.. he hates mushrooms.. WHY?! I LOVE MUSHROOMS!!! Okay okay.. so then, I asked him what food he likes.. and he's like, nandemo! lololol HE EATS EVERYTHING! except mushrooms! Omg.. I really want him as my boyfriend.. so easy to feed.. I LOVE HIM MORE NOW!!!
So theeen, I asked him if I could make an obento for him and he's like, blushing and all.. his cheeks were all red and he's like, warui yo..... (he said it's embarassing..) and I said, you're only gonna taste if my cooking's good or bad.. and he's like.. warui kedo iiyo (means OKAY!!!) omgigaaomigaaomigaaaaawd! And since we're like all alone having a conversation.. I figured I should ask him out to Karaoke with Kumiya san, Megumi chan aaand Yokokawa san and he said OKAY! Omigaaa.. so this is how it feels to court a guy.. oh my, it makes my heart melt lololol..
But I don't care what the others would say.. although it's really natural for a guy to court a girl.. in Japan, it's totally okay if a girl court's a guy.. 'coz girls here usually are the one's who express their feelings towards the guy.. so even though am pinay, I'm in Japan.. so what should I do? Yes, adapt their culture! Nyehehehe.....
Okay.. so I guess tomorrow I'll be posting the obento I made for him then! HOLY CHEESEBALLS!!! SO STRESSFUL! I DON'T EVEN KNOW HOIW TO MAKE A CUTE OBENTO!!!
If you have a crush, like me! I bet you know this feeling.. This sorta ticklish feeling from the inside that makes you feel like you're floating and surrounded by hearts while having your micro lens eyes at him!
Well.. this is about my crush again.. And I'll try to make this one short 'coz this is a pretty long story..
So.. since I was dissapointed of what had happened yesterday.. I figured today, I'd ignore him! But, I guess no matter how much I try to ignore him.. the more he makes me want to notice him! This morning I was minding my own business (well doing my job, what else?!) Then, I know I was in his way, but since am tryin' to ignore him.. I ignored the fact that I was in his way and that I should just continue.. and focus of what I was doing.. and since he can't make me get out of the way, He kinda, uhh what do you call that like, held on to me and like created this friction between our bodies so he could get pass.. and he didn't even say like, 'Uhh hey, excuse me, but you're in my way' but he just went through and I'm like.. 'Holy cheeseballs! I'm never washing my clothes again!' But, that's stupid.. 'course I'll wash it.. I don't wanna be stinky around him!
And yeaaah.. I was so happy that I ignored the fact that I was ignoring him that day!!!
So next story was.. it was the end of our lunch break.. and then, I know he was at my back, I just pretended I didn't notice him and walked slowly so I could look back at him and just do this 'bleeeeehhh' gesture at him (lol it was in my plan! lololol) and then he liked chased me so he could get his hands on me! Like forreal! Omg! And I was so happy! I hope he really likes me.. 'coz if he does, I will just say YES! YES YES YES I'll be his gf! lololol.
Another story was, I was at the back, putting the tare's on its' case and then, he came in from the freezer and he was like, 'samui yo na' (it's cold huh?) And I was like laughing and he said, NANDAYO again.. ughh my favorite line of his!
Then, I told Tita Josephine about it and that I should've just hugged him since it's cold anyway.. and that is what HE meant anyway.. so I ended up regretting not hugging him!!! lololol.
And then when we was about to head home, I waved at him goodbye.. and again, he waved his super sexy hands at me! AND JUST FO ME! JYEAAAH! So, yeah.. me and Megumi chan was about to head home and decided to take a smoking break and share convos! So, she said that Machang said that once we all had our salary.. he is inviting us all to drink! But since am 18.. I can't drink ('coz japan allows people to drink and smoke by the age of 20! WTF!!!) so.. I told Megumi chan to just change it to Karaoke then! Then she said she'll tell Machang! WEEE ~ omg I cannot wait for kyuryo!!! I LOVE YOU MACHANG! HUHUHUHUHUHU! PLEASE BE MINE!!!!
Okay.. so that was that, and yeah.. super corny but whatever! I like talking about him! So I'll talk about him..
Oh and hey! I lost 3 kilos today!!! Yay!
P.S.
I've been meaning to tell this on my blog for so long I just forgot..
Okay, so.. I've seenMask Rider's full face! AND HE IS NOT CUTE AT ALL MAN!!!
HE LOOKS LIKE A FUCKIN'RAPIST!!! LOLOLOL
I REGRET EVERYSINGLE STARE I MADE WITH HIM!
AND THE BLOG POSTS I FUCKIN' MADE ABOUT HIM! IT WAS SO AWKWARD!!!
Well.. this is about my crush again.. And I'll try to make this one short 'coz this is a pretty long story..
So.. since I was dissapointed of what had happened yesterday.. I figured today, I'd ignore him! But, I guess no matter how much I try to ignore him.. the more he makes me want to notice him! This morning I was minding my own business (well doing my job, what else?!) Then, I know I was in his way, but since am tryin' to ignore him.. I ignored the fact that I was in his way and that I should just continue.. and focus of what I was doing.. and since he can't make me get out of the way, He kinda, uhh what do you call that like, held on to me and like created this friction between our bodies so he could get pass.. and he didn't even say like, 'Uhh hey, excuse me, but you're in my way' but he just went through and I'm like.. 'Holy cheeseballs! I'm never washing my clothes again!' But, that's stupid.. 'course I'll wash it.. I don't wanna be stinky around him!
And yeaaah.. I was so happy that I ignored the fact that I was ignoring him that day!!!
So next story was.. it was the end of our lunch break.. and then, I know he was at my back, I just pretended I didn't notice him and walked slowly so I could look back at him and just do this 'bleeeeehhh' gesture at him (lol it was in my plan! lololol) and then he liked chased me so he could get his hands on me! Like forreal! Omg! And I was so happy! I hope he really likes me.. 'coz if he does, I will just say YES! YES YES YES I'll be his gf! lololol.
Another story was, I was at the back, putting the tare's on its' case and then, he came in from the freezer and he was like, 'samui yo na' (it's cold huh?) And I was like laughing and he said, NANDAYO again.. ughh my favorite line of his!
Then, I told Tita Josephine about it and that I should've just hugged him since it's cold anyway.. and that is what HE meant anyway.. so I ended up regretting not hugging him!!! lololol.
And then when we was about to head home, I waved at him goodbye.. and again, he waved his super sexy hands at me! AND JUST FO ME! JYEAAAH! So, yeah.. me and Megumi chan was about to head home and decided to take a smoking break and share convos! So, she said that Machang said that once we all had our salary.. he is inviting us all to drink! But since am 18.. I can't drink ('coz japan allows people to drink and smoke by the age of 20! WTF!!!) so.. I told Megumi chan to just change it to Karaoke then! Then she said she'll tell Machang! WEEE ~ omg I cannot wait for kyuryo!!! I LOVE YOU MACHANG! HUHUHUHUHUHU! PLEASE BE MINE!!!!
Okay.. so that was that, and yeah.. super corny but whatever! I like talking about him! So I'll talk about him..
Oh and hey! I lost 3 kilos today!!! Yay!
P.S.
I've been meaning to tell this on my blog for so long I just forgot..
Okay, so.. I've seen
HE LOOKS LIKE A FUCKIN'
I REGRET EVERYSINGLE STARE I MADE WITH HIM!
AND THE BLOG POSTS I FUCKIN' MADE ABOUT HIM! IT WAS SO AWKWARD!!!
Maaan..... This. I mean, HIM! HE will be.. MY BOYFRIEND! Pretteh sooooon.. or sooner.. or uhh.. whatever! Well, I do hope that he'll be my bf! He is so nice and super cute (well, for me.. I dunno about the others, but who cares?!?! I'm the one who's gon' date him anyway or yeah.. if! lololol.) AHH I REALLY REALLY LIKE HIM!!!
< *takes a break 'coz am being posessed again* >
Okay, so today was one of the nicest day my life has to offer me so faaar! Despite the fact that I had a warning in my job.. because! I move too slow when working, which is SO NOT TRUE! I am no slowpoke especially when it comes to working! And I know, I am really really trying my best 'coz I wanna make a good impression on my crush.. Matsuo san!!! Which I'll be seeing again tomo! Weee.. can't wait! No wonder I sleep early now.. 'COZ I CAN'T WAIT FOR TOMORROW TO SEE HIM! I LOVE HIM NOW!!! lololol.
And yeah, since I'm this person who hates being judged.. The warning kinda took over me and in my mind, I'm all like, 'I must hurry with my phasing.. hurry hurry hurry!!!' And because of that whenever Shunin would ask me to do something, I dunno what he wants me to do exactly because I cannot focus! So, he shouted at me (well, not intentionally 'coz he is just that type of person, well.. no wonder he has no wife yet!) And I did kinda got sensitive and just cried! Well, cried silently, ('coz am no baby no moes) while working with this numb co-worker of mine (Yoshida san) who didn't even asked me what's wrong 'cause she is just.. weird! And numb.. lifeless.. urghh whatever! So, Machang visited me on where I was assigned to and I was still crying but I covered up my face 'coz I don't want them to know (especially the Shunin) that I am being super sensitive 'coz that may lead me to losing my job! So, he said, 'The job is almost done huh?!' *in a super cute tone* And I'm like 'Uhh.. yeah', 'coz am crying! huhuhu.. and I know he knows am crying 'coz he was like trying to look at my face but yeah.. Shunin called him! (way to go Shunin for ruining a perfectly good moment!) So, the crying stopped and inside I felt so relieved and happy because I felt his concern and it's a wonderful feeling!!!
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Okay, so.. it was lunch and we were eating and all and he came in and I'm just like *ohmygoshohmygoshohmysgosh* and he noticed our food lololol (I know he's there 'coz am there and I know it! lololol) and then yeah, he removed his head gear kinda thing (well, it's our uniform soo.. urghh) And wow.. It's like I've seen a unicorn! He has long (well not that long) sexy hair and it's just.. WOW! Just wow..
THEEEN, it's time for work! And I wanted to make up for what had happened in the morning 'coz I ignored him *why would I ignore him?! Fuck!!! I'm so stupid* So, what I did was.....
Me: Nee.. Matsuo san!
Hey Matsuo San!
Matsuo: Nani?!
What?!
Me: Nanimonai yo!!!
Nothing!!!
Matsuo: NANDAYO!!!
WHAT IS IT!!!
HAHAHA!!! This trick always works.. haha
And theeen,
Me: Neeeee~
Heyyy...
Matsuo: *with this cute WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU WANT WITH ME stare* NA-NI?!
WHA-AT?!
Me: *In a tinie tiny voice* uhh.. wasurechata mo!
uhh.. I forgot
Matsuo: *gets closer* Eh? Eh?! Nani?!?!
Me: WASURECHATA YO!!!
Matsuo: Nanka.. atama warui da ne?!?!
You are crazy huh?!?!
I know, I know.. bad impression! But I wanna make friends with him first! So don't judge!!!
And then..... when we're about to go home, he waved his hand especially FOR ME! FOR ME ONLY AND WHILE STARING AT ME! !@#$%^&*()_+!!! I LOVE YOU NOW!!! PLEASE BE MINE!!!
And yeah, Tita Josephine took a picture of him during lunch! *secretly* SHE IS SO NICE I LOVE HER NOW TOO!!!
NOT HIS BEST PICTURE! NEXT TIME, HE WILL HAVE HIS BEST PICTURE.. WITH ME!!! BWAHAHAHAHA!!!
Okay, so today was one of the nicest day my life has to offer me so faaar! Despite the fact that I had a warning in my job.. because! I move too slow when working, which is SO NOT TRUE! I am no slowpoke especially when it comes to working! And I know, I am really really trying my best 'coz I wanna make a good impression on my crush.. Matsuo san!!! Which I'll be seeing again tomo! Weee.. can't wait! No wonder I sleep early now.. 'COZ I CAN'T WAIT FOR TOMORROW TO SEE HIM! I LOVE HIM NOW!!! lololol.
And yeah, since I'm this person who hates being judged.. The warning kinda took over me and in my mind, I'm all like, 'I must hurry with my phasing.. hurry hurry hurry!!!' And because of that whenever Shunin would ask me to do something, I dunno what he wants me to do exactly because I cannot focus! So, he shouted at me (well, not intentionally 'coz he is just that type of person, well.. no wonder he has no wife yet!) And I did kinda got sensitive and just cried! Well, cried silently, ('coz am no baby no moes) while working with this numb co-worker of mine (Yoshida san) who didn't even asked me what's wrong 'cause she is just.. weird! And numb.. lifeless.. urghh whatever! So, Machang visited me on where I was assigned to and I was still crying but I covered up my face 'coz I don't want them to know (especially the Shunin) that I am being super sensitive 'coz that may lead me to losing my job! So, he said, 'The job is almost done huh?!' *in a super cute tone* And I'm like 'Uhh.. yeah', 'coz am crying! huhuhu.. and I know he knows am crying 'coz he was like trying to look at my face but yeah.. Shunin called him! (way to go Shunin for ruining a perfectly good moment!) So, the crying stopped and inside I felt so relieved and happy because I felt his concern and it's a wonderful feeling!!!
Okay, so.. it was lunch and we were eating and all and he came in and I'm just like *ohmygoshohmygoshohmysgosh* and he noticed our food lololol (I know he's there 'coz am there and I know it! lololol) and then yeah, he removed his head gear kinda thing (well, it's our uniform soo.. urghh) And wow.. It's like I've seen a unicorn! He has long (well not that long) sexy hair and it's just.. WOW! Just wow..
THEEEN, it's time for work! And I wanted to make up for what had happened in the morning 'coz I ignored him *why would I ignore him?! Fuck!!! I'm so stupid* So, what I did was.....
Me: Nee.. Matsuo san!
Hey Matsuo San!
Matsuo: Nani?!
What?!
Me: Nanimonai yo!!!
Nothing!!!
Matsuo: NANDAYO!!!
WHAT IS IT!!!
HAHAHA!!! This trick always works.. haha
And theeen,
Me: Neeeee~
Heyyy...
Matsuo: *with this cute WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU WANT WITH ME stare* NA-NI?!
WHA-AT?!
Me: *In a tinie tiny voice* uhh.. wasurechata mo!
uhh.. I forgot
Matsuo: *gets closer* Eh? Eh?! Nani?!?!
Me: WASURECHATA YO!!!
Matsuo: Nanka.. atama warui da ne?!?!
You are crazy huh?!?!
I know, I know.. bad impression! But I wanna make friends with him first! So don't judge!!!
And then..... when we're about to go home, he waved his hand especially FOR ME! FOR ME ONLY AND WHILE STARING AT ME! !@#$%^&*()_+!!! I LOVE YOU NOW!!! PLEASE BE MINE!!!
And yeah, Tita Josephine took a picture of him during lunch! *secretly* SHE IS SO NICE I LOVE HER NOW TOO!!!
I know I said I'll be posting updates about my crush everyday, but I'm a beezy person too (loljk. I just don't have the time to blog 'coz when I get home from work, I eat then go straight to bed) aaand me and my crushes have different yasumis.. so that means when they're on their yasumis, I have work.. so yuh!
So, about my crushes.. Mask Rider person and Kumiya.. I am no longer in like? (LOL) with 'em anymore.. 'coz I don't get to see Mask Rider as often as usual and I am no longer attracted to Kumiya because he is cold.
I already 'interrogated' Kumiya, about his age, if he's married and if he already has a girl and he said, he's 24, he lives alone and he doesn't have a gf (LOL) poor guy, he lives alone! Sad to say.. I am no longer interested in him because he is cold to me.. and I fall for nice and friendly guys! So yuh!
But, I have a new crush.. his last name is Matsuo (he won't tell us his first name), but everybody calls him Machang at work.. at first, I am not attracted with him 'coz I usually get attracted to someone if they have a nice face (I know, I'm a superficial and shallow human being). But, it's different with him. He is kinda the assistant of our supervisor and yuh.. he looks after us everyday, except when he's on yasumi.. and the first time we kinda met? Is when we were packing some packages and then he's there and I kinda didn't see him so I was carrying this empty box so recklessly that I accidentally hit him with it on the head, but I didn't realize it until he kinda gently pat my head! And shocked I told him gomenasai while laughing 'coz I didn't see him being a jamma there..
And it all started there.. at first I kinda thought he likes me 'coz he keeps calling my name, 'Erika! Erika!' bakkari.. and always talks to me and yesterday he kinda played with me? So yuh! I started falling for him two days ago 'coz I really like the way he talks, the way he moves (LOL), his skin, his voice and he's really friendly and he looks like a bunny! And.. he's just so cool! So, I fell for him so easily.. AND HE REMINDS ME OF THIS GUY!
< Eddie Cahill from CSI: New York >
He kinda looks like Eddie Cahill except he's asian! With chinky eyes!!!
So yesterday, I asked him, how old is he and he went closer to me and said he is 29 and he's turnin' 30.. and I was shocked 'coz he kinda acts like a 21 year old, so I was expecting him to be 25-ish, but still.. I don't care if he's 11 years older 'coz I like him so much! And desperate enough to know more about him, I asked Miu chan to ask him if ever they'd encounter in the tobacco station, if he's married or if he has a girl.. And then, when we're about to go home, Miu chan told me he's not married but he has a gf so I was really shocked 'coz he already has a girl! And they could possibly marry soon 'coz of their age.. and I suddenly felt so down and I wanna give up but something inside me kept telling me to wait and not give up.
And I think I won't give up.. after all, we've only knew each other for more than a week! And there is this possibilty that someday he'd fall for me 'coz he already notices me.. all I got to do is just be me and just study more japanese! And yeah.. lose weight! My number one priority as of this moment! So yuh.. I guess I'll be blogging about him soon.. and my progress! lololol. no more crush updates 'coz that's stupid.. and I only like one person now.
So, about my crushes.. Mask Rider person and Kumiya.. I am no longer in like? (LOL) with 'em anymore.. 'coz I don't get to see Mask Rider as often as usual and I am no longer attracted to Kumiya because he is cold.
I already 'interrogated' Kumiya, about his age, if he's married and if he already has a girl and he said, he's 24, he lives alone and he doesn't have a gf (LOL) poor guy, he lives alone! Sad to say.. I am no longer interested in him because he is cold to me.. and I fall for nice and friendly guys! So yuh!
But, I have a new crush.. his last name is Matsuo (he won't tell us his first name), but everybody calls him Machang at work.. at first, I am not attracted with him 'coz I usually get attracted to someone if they have a nice face (I know, I'm a superficial and shallow human being). But, it's different with him. He is kinda the assistant of our supervisor and yuh.. he looks after us everyday, except when he's on yasumi.. and the first time we kinda met? Is when we were packing some packages and then he's there and I kinda didn't see him so I was carrying this empty box so recklessly that I accidentally hit him with it on the head, but I didn't realize it until he kinda gently pat my head! And shocked I told him gomenasai while laughing 'coz I didn't see him being a jamma there..
And it all started there.. at first I kinda thought he likes me 'coz he keeps calling my name, 'Erika! Erika!' bakkari.. and always talks to me and yesterday he kinda played with me? So yuh! I started falling for him two days ago 'coz I really like the way he talks, the way he moves (LOL), his skin, his voice and he's really friendly and he looks like a bunny! And.. he's just so cool! So, I fell for him so easily.. AND HE REMINDS ME OF THIS GUY!
He kinda looks like Eddie Cahill except he's asian! With chinky eyes!!!
So yesterday, I asked him, how old is he and he went closer to me and said he is 29 and he's turnin' 30.. and I was shocked 'coz he kinda acts like a 21 year old, so I was expecting him to be 25-ish, but still.. I don't care if he's 11 years older 'coz I like him so much! And desperate enough to know more about him, I asked Miu chan to ask him if ever they'd encounter in the tobacco station, if he's married or if he has a girl.. And then, when we're about to go home, Miu chan told me he's not married but he has a gf so I was really shocked 'coz he already has a girl! And they could possibly marry soon 'coz of their age.. and I suddenly felt so down and I wanna give up but something inside me kept telling me to wait and not give up.
And I think I won't give up.. after all, we've only knew each other for more than a week! And there is this possibilty that someday he'd fall for me 'coz he already notices me.. all I got to do is just be me and just study more japanese! And yeah.. lose weight! My number one priority as of this moment! So yuh.. I guess I'll be blogging about him soon.. and my progress! lololol. no more crush updates 'coz that's stupid.. and I only like one person now.
